Monday, 21 September 2015
@ 08:23
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Assalamualaikum.
It’s the 21st of September and
I am 28 days away from my final exam and well—things are not going too well. I admit
that I am so stressed out and I seriously don’t know how to handle it. Forget about
friends or love, I need to focus on my studies; I really do.
I get more stressed out when I think
about my classmates in 4Aristotle and how stupid I am compared to them. Sufi,
Zafirah, they are so intelligent and I feel down when I think of them. I know
that I should be happy for their success but when I compare theirs’ to mine..
how can i?
At first I thought that I wouldn’t be so
stressed out if I’m around my friends (Zulaiqa, Afiqah, Farahin and Aina) but I
was.. wrong hahaha. I actually became more stressed out when I think the fact
that I can’t really talk to them about this without being made fun of. Instead
of giving me advices or comfort me, they would compare their situation with
mine and made some joke out of it and I’m just like, guys it’s not helping..
I actually feel like I’m drowning and
there’s nobody that would lend me a hand to bring me back to land where I could
breathe again. There are only those who are watching me from above..
I am actually all alone…
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